A real doll, complete from head to toe, is much more than a normal sex toy.
My last relationship was undoubtedly the best of them all. Wherever we went, she was the magnet. But not only that, she had so many qualities about her that made her so much better than her looks. I soon fell in love with her, but there was nothing I could do to keep her, no matter how hard I tried. When she decided to end our relationship, she hurt me more than anything I had ever experienced. I want to remind you that I had a big part in that too.
There is so much more I could say about this special relationship that could help you make connections and see how you feel when you find someone like this, but I'm sure you all that read , can identify with it on some level. Whether you've experienced something similar with someone else or you've never had anyone see such a person on your horizon.
For a few years I've been thinking about getting a real sex doll for men as a companion. I watched documentaries, videos, etc. on the subject and the fascination of owning dolls and knew that like anyone else, I could engage with dolls to fill the emptiness that a lack of had no access to meaningful human relationships.
Because of my extremely picky tastes, I spent a lot of time alone, which was painful at first. But if you spend enough time alone, you become immune to it. You absolutely have to do it or you'll go insane or worse. Eventually being alone became normal for me and the loneliness went from painful to numbing. As I got older I relied less and less on relationships to validate myself and honestly it took a very long time. But it's liberating to let go of the need to be alone when the pain of loneliness finally goes away. I'm here to tell you it does, you just have to adapt and keep yourself busy. Validate yourself and break free from your dependency on relationships.
This is something everyone can agree on, regardless of their experience: the pain of being alone is insignificant compared to the pain of being happy with someone and losing them.
After my experience with this woman, I decided that the best thing for me was to count my winnings and get out. I very much doubt that anyone better or prettier would have found their way to me, and considering all the details, my mind absolutely believed it. After that, the bar was set too high, and I knew it.
At that time I seriously considered investing in sexdoll. I can still remember how excited I was about it. Regardless of the price, I looked at and bookmarked every single product that I liked. In any case, I wasn't a very successful person, so saving was a financial goal I had never thought about before. I don't even know if I have enough discipline, patience, or financial stability to save money.
I spent time watching them online almost every night after work. I worked more overtime, had other co-workers willing to work shifts for them, and did what I could to see if I could benefit from my monthly bills. Surprisingly, I've been saving money a lot quicker than I thought I would.
Within a few weeks of spending my time searching, I had narrowed down a large selection of sex dolls to three. I examined them extensively, picked out a few details and then weighed them. I've spent a lot of time looking at faces and deciding which one I like best.
